To be honest we thought we was gonna lose merlin first as he has problems with his back end and found out on Thursday his spine too, Draco was the biggest shock as we thought he was ok till the day before he past away and that's when it hit us, we've also lost one of our cats this year to cancer which we didn't know about till he came home after which looked like he had a stroke so this year has been really horrible for us with our animals.
Persiankat79 I'm so sorry, and am feeling your pain in total sympathy, as I'm still grieving for my own most recent loss. It's just a day at a time, and even a loss you feel more deeply than the earlier ones will become easier to bear with time. Hang in there. xxx